Hello Hurricane
you can't
silence my love
Speak up or die
Tammie says Smile!

Hello there, Stranger!
Welcome to my humble little blog.

The name's Tammie, but friends call me Tam (not 'thumb').

Who am I, you ask?
I'm not that smart top-scorer girl in your class.
I'm not that pretty lass you always see on the streets either.
I am passionate, stubborn and emotional.
My absolute most favorite thing to do is hanging out with people I care & love.
My passion burns for Jesus & photography.
I wish to travel more and see more.

This blog was created so I get to jot down my feelings.
Happenings in life.
That is, if I'm not too lazy to update ;)

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Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 10:18 PM
What's been bothering me
I can't forget you.

Ever since I saw something..
That something that I should've just not view.
if only I knew
The memories wouldn't coming back to me.
Like it is now.
It keeps replaying in my head.
Over and over.
It's not good for me.
not good at all.

I'm falling.

I don't like to keep thinking about you like this.
The memories are sweet.
Too sweet perhaps.
and I guess that's why I can't stop replaying them.
In my mind's eyes,
you were perfect.
the moments were so sweet.
BUT this sucks.

No. Not you!
You're good.
You're great!
You're so nice to me.
maybe too nice.
and that's not good.

'Cause you don't know that because of this
I'm falling for you.
It's NOT good!
I can't fall for you.
If only you knew.
If only we could be together.
That would be sweet.
But you know nothing about this.

'Cause this scardy cat don't dare to risk telling you
Me, the scardy cat
I can't
I really can't
not because of the fear of rejection
but because of our differences.
We are different
and we both know it

I can't think of you anymore
You're killing me
I wanna let go....
Daddy.. help..?

You're so far.
Far away from me.
and maybe that's what sux most.
or maybe it's because of who we are
I can't let go of who I am just because of you.
No matter how much I like you
I just CAN'T.
so that's why it hurts.
that's why you're not good for me
that's why you're killing me

I'm hoping I'll be able to walk away from this unharmed.
Thank you for being my friend.
But you'll always be more special then that.


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