Hello Hurricane
you can't
silence my love
Speak up or die
Tammie says Smile!

Hello there, Stranger!
Welcome to my humble little blog.

The name's Tammie, but friends call me Tam (not 'thumb').

Who am I, you ask?
I'm not that smart top-scorer girl in your class.
I'm not that pretty lass you always see on the streets either.
I am passionate, stubborn and emotional.
My absolute most favorite thing to do is hanging out with people I care & love.
My passion burns for Jesus & photography.
I wish to travel more and see more.

This blog was created so I get to jot down my feelings.
Happenings in life.
That is, if I'm not too lazy to update ;)

Blogger Buddies :3

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 6:29 PM
Ups and Downs

Was feeling not that good the day before yesterday. But yesterday I'm feeling better :)

Went Popular and dad bought Lat's cartoon collection that cost about RM120.
But he refuse to get me the Train Man novel (which is in English!) and costs 3 times lesser then what he bought!
Boo Hoo...
I wanna new novel T.T
ahaha no la, I'm not that manja.
I'm going to get this novel one day!

You know, yesterday I texted someone. That someone didn't really replied me so I was kinda sad. 
And mad. 
Then change to becoming sad.
Then felt angry at the person again.
On and off, until my fingers decided to delate his number.
I know, its such a childish act.
I admit. 

(Okay, real expression was way worser then this one.)

Then today I got a respond. 
Was happy.
No, not really. Just glad.
More like relieved.
Cause I was starting to get paranoid.
Thinking maybe he read my blog.
and maybe he somehow figured out I was talking about him.

What saddens me is how I still can't let him out of my mind.
I'll find a way. One day. Some how. I will

I'm rather hyped about today though. 

*Commercial Break*
Went Nandos. And since I can't share the food I might as well share the pics.. (?) haha

They sell capuchino, apparently.

My Lunch.

(We may proceed now)
So yeah you get my point.
I've been having some mood swings.

I seriously hate having to go through so much emotional ups and downs.
It's tiring you know.

But it's one thing I can't help.

I tend to over think things. And that's not very healthy.
I can ponder over little things over and over.
And sometimes I get paranoid.

It's like some kind of super-unawesome-power-i-wised-i-never-had.

Sometimes I feel like screaming at myself GET A GRIP LA.

Am I the only one facing this?
anyone out there who's also having this problem?


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