Hello Hurricane
you can't
silence my love
Speak up or die
Tammie says Smile!

Hello there, Stranger!
Welcome to my humble little blog.

The name's Tammie, but friends call me Tam (not 'thumb').

Who am I, you ask?
I'm not that smart top-scorer girl in your class.
I'm not that pretty lass you always see on the streets either.
I am passionate, stubborn and emotional.
My absolute most favorite thing to do is hanging out with people I care & love.
My passion burns for Jesus & photography.
I wish to travel more and see more.

This blog was created so I get to jot down my feelings.
Happenings in life.
That is, if I'm not too lazy to update ;)

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Monday, October 10, 2011 @ 12:05 AM
It happened.

It's so amazing what I asked from Father and get it.

You know.. He's not like fathers here on earth.
Even when I don't voice it out to Him directly...He knows my heartbeat. He knows my thirst. If He knows it's really important that I have it. He lets me have it. Even if it's a stupid request.

And that makes me want choke with tears... Cause that just shows how much He's in touch with me.. even when I choose to abandon Him.

I wrote my last post here a day ago, saying that I'm ready to live a life with a renewed mind on His love and grace. I got one today.

As I was reading Father's Love Letter today, something stirred in my heart. And I became aware of things that were said to me earlier, I just never felt it with this much certainty before.

Everything made perfect sense. Why I suffered. Why I fall. It all goes back. Way back.

The first bite.
The curse.
Suffering on mankind.
Until now.

But you see, I need the renewal EVERYDAY for as long as I live. I'm not worried. Because if He can answer me today, I'm so definitely certain He will not refuse to renew my mind tomorrow and for-evermore, as long as I'm willing to be renewed.

I learn to love Him this much more today.
I know my love for Him is temperamental & conditional, but I'm determined to keep this love burning. I want to fan it. I want to keep it growing. I want to keep it healthy.

My eyes were opened. May it never be closed again by the roaring lion.

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