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Tammie says Smile! Hello there, Stranger! Welcome to my humble little blog. The name's Tammie, but friends call me Tam (not 'thumb'). Who am I, you ask? I'm not that smart top-scorer girl in your class. I'm not that pretty lass you always see on the streets either. I am passionate, stubborn and emotional. My absolute most favorite thing to do is hanging out with people I care & love. My passion burns for Jesus & photography. I wish to travel more and see more. This blog was created so I get to jot down my feelings. Happenings in life. That is, if I'm not too lazy to update ;) |
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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 3:33 PM
Guy-o-phobia
My friend, + ?, told me today, 'once you get a boyfriend, you'll know love is not all about enjoyment' I agree with him. I mean, I know relationships can get very messy and VERY complicated. that's why I'm still not in a relationship yet. I don't want to risk getting my heart broken over a jerk. Well actually,the truth is, I have this fear of guys. boys-o-phobia? ever since a bad experience years ago. No! I was never harassed or assaulted. Well, not in a I-can-sue-you-and-kick-you-to-prison-so-you'd-never-see-the-sunlight-ever-again kind anyway. At 12, I was too young to know what love is. How would I know that it would be something sweet and lovely? He made me hate love. I hated that guy. He was a stalker (stalking is considered a sort of harassment, isn't it?). He made me hate going to school everyday. He made me prayed that no other guy would go after me. and dang, my prayers got answered. argh. Anyway, I'm fine now. It all happened years ago, and I've grown up a lot since then. I'm not as phobic of boys now. Just scared of super scary guys who stalks people. To be honest, I kind of like it that I was never in a serious relationship before. It saves me a lot of unnecessary heartache and feelings for guys who are not worth my time. BUT, I'm still waiting for The One to come along XP Oh by the way, I CAN'T WAIT to go watch Ghosts of the Girlfriends Past. *hint hint* Labels: relationships back to top? 4 comments |